Poor me
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Having a baby really changes your body. I'm sure you are all aware of that having had a baby or not. As if having a stretched out stomach and still looking pregnant a month after having a baby isn't enough on the ego, I also have to deal with crazy hormones and looking like a teenager again. My poor poor ego has sure taken a hit. It didn't bother me as much right after I had Remy but as the days go by it's bothering me more and more. I understand that my body will probably never be the same as what it was but I just want to get to the point where I'm comfortable with my body and I don't feel the need to hid out in my house and not let anyone over to see me. It's just depressing... However, I love my Remy more than life itself and if I had to stay in this body at its current state forever I would because he is worth it.
So, enough of the complaining, it's time to do something about it! I attempted to start working out last week but it didn't go so well. I got one day done and then got half way through the next day's workout and Remy started up. Then the last few days have been really busy and I haven't found time to squeeze in my 1/2 hour workout. I've also been eating pretty bad lately. But tomorrow is my birthday and my goal is to start exercising at least 4 days a week and eat healther starting after my birthday. So I guess I start on Thursday!
I thought that maybe if I wrote about my body issues and my goals I would stick with it. I'm hoping by Thanksgiving I feel a lot better about myself and really really hoping that by Christmas I'll be "comfortable" with my body. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll eventually fit into all my clothes again. But I know that might be unrealistic. Wish me luck!
So, enough of the complaining, it's time to do something about it! I attempted to start working out last week but it didn't go so well. I got one day done and then got half way through the next day's workout and Remy started up. Then the last few days have been really busy and I haven't found time to squeeze in my 1/2 hour workout. I've also been eating pretty bad lately. But tomorrow is my birthday and my goal is to start exercising at least 4 days a week and eat healther starting after my birthday. So I guess I start on Thursday!
I thought that maybe if I wrote about my body issues and my goals I would stick with it. I'm hoping by Thanksgiving I feel a lot better about myself and really really hoping that by Christmas I'll be "comfortable" with my body. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll eventually fit into all my clothes again. But I know that might be unrealistic. Wish me luck!
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