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So here is the new tattoo I want to get. I've been thinking about getting a new tattoo ever since I got my first one about 5 years ago. Once you get one, you want to get another. They are kind off addicting! But, I've put a lot of thought into it because I didn't want to get just any tattoo just to get one. Come on, it took me 5 years to find one that I really really liked! Now I'm not sure what the process will be with this one. My first tattoo I already had drawn up and I just went in and they did it. This one they will probably have to draw up themselves and I have no idea what that costs... And, when they do draw the tattoo for me, will it look the same? Will the colors be right? I'm all worried about it because what if they redraw it and it looks good but they use the wrong shades of pink/brown and it looks retarded... I guess the first thing to do is go in and talk to them. See what they say they can do and how much it will cost. Maybe this will be my present to myself with my tax money..? I want to get it before summer starts.

25 Things About Me

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25 Things About Me
1) I need to go shopping because I only have 3 pairs of pants that I can wear to work. 3 pairs of pants are not enough!! I used to have more but I gained a little weight and I can’t seem to loose it again. So I am waiting for a time when Jewells and Rach can go shopping with me…. Hopefully it will be sometime soon because I’ve got the shopping itch!
2) I love food. Last night my boyfriend and I went to Olive Garden to celebrate Valentines Day!! Phil had to work until 5 o’clock on V Day so I didn’t have much time to give him my “surprise”, go out for dinner, and go to a movie. So I gave him my “surprise” on V Day and on Sunday we went to the Olive Garden and went to the movie “New in Town” (I had to talk him into that one). There were definitely some funny parts to the movie but it wasn’t the greatest. I probably wouldn’t want to see it again.
3) I’m going to school to be a paralegal. I started school at the beginning of January and at the end of January I got a promotion at work from a receptionist to a paralegal. Haha I guess I don’t really need the schooling now! I’m going to keep on going though because it will be good to have a degree when I want to move on to a bigger law firm that will pay more. I will graduate in less than a year!
4) I love my boyfriend Phil very much. We have been dating now for…. 6 years in May. Wow, 6 years!
5) Phil and I have two adorable dogs. We also have a cat but we don’t see her too often because she lives at her Grandma’s house. We have a female named Precious (I call her Mama) and her son Vader. I don’t know what I would do without them! They are like children to me.
6) I want to get married. No, I really, badly want to get married! I at least want him to ask me to marry him soon. :( We probably wouldn’t have a wedding until the fall of 2010 but it would still be nice to get engaged. It’s been 6 years for crying out loud!
7) I want to move!!!! Phil and I live in a duplex in Baldwin and I want a house so damn bad. I have wanted a house since before I moved out of my parent’s house. I want to get an old farm house out in the country somewhere with a couple acres of land. Phil and I have discussed buying his mother’s house. She has the perfect location but I don’t like the house and Phil wouldn’t ever bulldoze it and build a new one. I’m open to talking about buying it but I think I’d rather look elsewhere.
8) Once we get a house then I can finally get my golden retriever I’ve been dying to get! I had golden retrievers growing up and I just love them to death! I can’t have a big dog until we get a house though… it wouldn’t be fair for the dog to have to spend all his time in a tiny apartment. :( Once we move though, I’ll be getting my golden!
9) I’m addicted to the twilight series! I’m on the 4th book right now and I don’t want it to ever end. I’m torn between seeing the movie and not seeing the movie. I want to see it badly but I also don’t want it to ruin the picture I have in my head about what everyone looks like, etc. I also don’t have anyone to talk to about the books and all I want to do is talk about it! Phil only read up until book 3 and I don’t like talking to him about it because he has opposite views as I do. And Jewells won’t talk about it! Poo!
10) I wish I had more money so I could travel more often. I want to see more things before I die and I haven’t gotten the best start. I’ve been to Washington, Las Vegas, Chicago, and the US Virgin Islands. I’ve also been other places like Wyoming but that was when I was a child and I don’t remember too much of it. I would go anywhere! Just a few places I’d love to go are: Scotland, Greece, Italy, Australia, Mexico, New York, California, and Hawaii.
11) My idea of a good night is sitting in front of my huge TV and watching my shows or watching a good movie. I’m kind off a homebody…
12) When I do feel like going “out”, I like to go to the Dive or any place that I can drink and dance. It’s nice to get out and shake it for a few hours. :) I think it is time that my ladies and I need to go out and have a ladies night! I think they would agree. :)
13) I hate drivers who drive in the fast lane and go 65 miles per hour! And then stay there after they pass someone. It really annoys me. I have a little road rage in me. I find myself swearing at people and giving them the “glare” if they piss me off.
14) I miss my little sister. I haven’t seen her since Christmas and she is at the perfect age of 1! My mom said she would get up here to visit sometime in February. Hopefully she can make it.
15) I wish my brother and I were closer. We were extremely close growing up but once we hit 14-15 we basically stopped talking. It wasn’t until about a year ago that we started talking again but we still aren’t as close as we used to be. I also wish I was closer to my parents. I don’t really know what to say to my dad and so much has happened with my mom. I still love them a lot but I just feel… very disconnected.
16) I worry about my mom all the time. I always wonder if she is still sober when she calls. I like to believe that I can trust her now that she has a baby but deep down inside I don’t. I know she means well and I know she is fighting it with everything she’s got but sometimes that isn’t enough.
17) I love my friends to death. I get to see them every Monday which makes me very happy but sometimes that doesn’t seem to be enough. Every Monday we switch off houses. Tonight we are at Jewell’s house. We usually play Wii, watch movies, watch TV, or just hang out and chat. In the summer we go on a lot of walks which is really nice. Except when we walk over to the DQ! Then the walk was pointless! :)
18) I’m completely exhausted by the end of the day and I don’t know why. After I get home from work I work on homework for an hour or two and then 8 o’clock runs around and I start to feel exhausted. By 9 o’clock you’ll be sure to find me asleep! It is hard to explain how exhausted I get. I seriously CANNOT keep my eyes open. If I fall asleep on the couch, it is hard to get up and go lay in bed. I get plenty of sleep so I don’t know why I’m exhausted by the end of the day. Why can’t I just stay up until 10 or 11? Phil says that I should start taking some vitamins… Guess it wouldn’t hurt to try!
19) I wish it was nice outside so I could take my dogs for a walk. In the summer, I go for as many walks as I can. Vader loves it, especially when his cousins can come along! :)
20) I sometimes wonder what my life would be like if I was more outgoing and not so quiet/shy. If I could change one thing about my personality, it would be that.
21) I love the weekends because I can sleep in and cuddle with my puppies! Vader loves to cuddle in the morning. He usually wakes me up by sitting on my chest and pawing my face very lightly. Then he will lie on my neck until I get up. It’s really cute!
22) I love the feeling of clean! I love getting out of the shower and knowing that I’m all clean. I love putting on clean clothes. I love getting into bed after I have washed all the sheets and blankets. I love coming home after we have cleaned the entire house bottom to top!
23) I am a very organized person. My desk at work used to be in perfect shape until I moved to a different desk. The person before me was not quite so organized. It has been bugging me ever since I sat there and I haven’t had the time to clean and rearrange.
24) I love Coldplay! I went to their concert with Jewells in November and it was AMAZING! I can’t wait until they come back. There is not one single song on all their CDs that I do not love.
25) I love sleep. I can’t get enough of it! If I could get 10 hours of sleep a night, I would be sooo happy! There just isn’t enough time in a day!

Where's my good luck charm?

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Good morning... Or it is supposed to be. I tried to start my day off right and everything was going well until we were ready to leave for work. I went out to start my car and it wouldn’t start. I forgot to grab something from my car and I went back out to get it and tried again to start my car. On the third try, it finally gave in and started. Phew! I was releived! I didn't want to have to take Phil's car to work because I haven't drove a stick in probably 5 years. Now, we are ready to leave for work and I back down the driveway like I always do and CRASH! I backed right into the garbage can and lost my passanger side mirror. COOL! My beautiful car is now not so beautiful. We were running very late so we had no time to tape it together and the whole way down the freeway we hear knocking on the window as it bangs against it. Very annoying. So now I'm here at work, hoping the day turns around. I must say that it's been a pretty tough week. I will get to see my friends on Saturday night so that should cheer me up! :) I miss my friends... :(

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It has been a long time since I wrote my last real blog and I decided to start the New Year off with a good one. Well, at least a long one. Let’s just start by telling you all what I’ve been up to lately. Ever since I got back from vacation/wedding things have calmed down quite a bit, even with Christmas going on. My weekends are now mostly open and I have time to do things around the house and relax. Work has been great since we’ve been closed so much due to Christmas and New Years. I haven’t had a full work week since… well, the last week in November! After New Years is over, it is back to reality!

Christmas was pretty good this year. I managed to fit all of my family and some of Phil’s family in. On Christmas Eve, Phil and I went over to my Dad’s house and had a nice dinner with my two brothers, Dad, and skank (Dolly). After dinner we opened presents. My Dad got me a whole bunch of meat! I got tons of hamburger, roasts, pork chops, and bacon. Yum Yum! After my Dad’s house, Phil and I went home and opened presents with the pups. Phil got me a new stereo for my car and all the things that go with it. Now I can finally play my Zune!! I got him a Zune! He has been jealous of mine since he bought me one last year so he loved it. I also got him a bunch of little stuff for his stocking. Phil didn’t try very hard this year on my stocking. He didn’t really get anything for it. :( Oh well, there is always next year!

On Christmas Day, Phil and I went over to his Mom’s house and had some lunch with her. I left a little later to go over to my Uncle’s house to celebrate Christmas with my Dad’s side and Phil stayed at his Moms so she wouldn’t be alone on Christmas. This was the first year she didn’t have Christmas at her house and the first year that her daughters couldn’t come because they live in Portland, OR now.

The day after Christmas my brothers came and picked me up in the morning and we headed over to the Brainerd area where my Mom’s side of the family is. That was the best part of Christmas for me. I LOVE my Mom’s side of the family. I also got to spend a full day with Jackilynn, my little sister. She is going to be one year old in January! She is getting so big!

New Years Eve (which is today) I’m going over to my friend Jessie’s house and we will be cooking a lovely meal with all my friends. Afterwards we will be playing games and drinking beer! This year I have decided to make a New Years resolution. I don’t usually make one but I’ve been thinking lately that it would be nice to drop the caffeine and why not start now?! I know the next couple weeks are going to be pretty tough but after that I’m hoping to feel much better. I don’t drink much caffeine but it is enough to make me have a headache if I don’t have it.

After the New Year I will be starting college again. The first quarter I only have two classes. I wanted to take four but they only allowed me to take two since I have to take these two classes before I can start any of the rest. I should be done with my degree by December of 2009! Only a year! After I’m done with college I will either stay where I am and become a paralegal, or if they don’t have the position open I will look for a position at a different office. Part of me wants to stay where I am because I know and like everyone here. Either way, I will be making much more money than I am now. :) I will pay off some bills and then start saving for a house. I’m hoping that within a year after I get a new job as a paralegal, I’ll be able to afford a house. I’ve been looking forward to buying a house for many years now!!! My dogs love it when we go to other people’s house’s because they can run and play outside. They can’t at my tiny duplex since I have a tiny, tiny yard and the road is about 15 feet from my place. Poo on that. Lately I have also really, really wanted my golden retriever. I’m waiting to get one until I have a house. We don’t want a big dog in our duplex because it wouldn’t be fair to them. Same with our cat Isabelle. She is staying at her Grandma’s house because she likes to go outside. Someday though I will have my house, my kitty and my new dog! Someday….

Here is my future puppy. Aren't they cute!! I want one that is more red though. I'm not sure what I'll name him yet!
Jackilynn had more fun playing with ribbons and wrapping paper than her new toys.


Here is my brother, my mom, and Jackilynn.


Me and my little sister!! I adore her! Too bad I only see her once a month, if I'm lucky.











Home again, home again

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Well we are back from the Virgin Islands. Both Phil and I had a WONDERFUL vacation and the wedding was beautiful. Here are a few of the many pictures we took.





pretty damn awesome

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Tomorrow around 7pm I will be on a beautiful island that looks exactly like the picture above! I'll be in the US Virgin Islands!!! I'm so excited I can't even stand it. I have 20 more minutes here at work and then I will be off for a full 7 days. How awesome is that? PRETTY DAMN AWESOME!! :) :)

long day

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Today has been very irritating... I have a million things to do and not enough time to do them in. On my lunch I called my school for the hundredth time to get my financial aid crap figured out and guess what, they were not available! What a frickin' surprise there! So, I left a message and hopefully they will call me back tonight because I need to get this all taken care of before I leave on Wednesday. After that phone call I had to call the airport, which I dread. I actually didn't have to stay on hold for very long until I got a real person! I asked her to change my flight schedule so I could be on the same flight as Jewells and we went through the whole process and when we got to the end of it we got disconnected. Cool. The process took me about 20 minutes and it was all wasted. So I call back and of course I get a totally different person who has no idea what I need and I have to explain my situation AGAIN! All is good though because she got our flights changed and we can now stick with Jewells and Max. :) I guess 40 minutes of talking to people with heavy accents was worth it in the end... We will not be getting to our destination 2 hours earlier. :) yay!

I also decided to call Phil on my lunch and turns out he is having a pretty rotten day as well. He found out that his 91 year old grandma has to get her leg amputated. The doctors are not going to put her down for this because she may not wake up due to her age. :( The whole thing apparently is very risky anyways and she may not make it. :(:( I really like his granny too. She so sweet and she is always bugging me and Phil to get married and make some babies. I hope all goes good with her surgery! Phil and I might drive up to see her tomorrow if we can but it is a 3 hour drive.

This day is never ending.... I have four days off after today for Thanksgiving and I'm excited so it is taking FOREVER. I'm really excited for the day after Thanksgiving shopping!!! I hope I find everything I'm looking for. I want to get Phil's birthday present done and his x-mas present done. And them maybe find some things for myself of course! :)

I suppose I should get back to work now. 1 hour, 15 minutes to go.....